I'm disfigured.
Dunno what the heall seafood I ate, now my whole face esp my nose exploded with rashes/pimples with pus. And I'm not kidding when I say it's A LOT.
Looks like I have some disease.
Doctor say will leave scars. Permanent scars. And brown patches on my nose. OH MY GOD.
Concealer can't even cover.
WA LAO, I'm damm upset.
I don't even dare to look at people when I talk. I look down on the ground when I walk. Stupid I feel so goddamm inferior. SAD SAD SAD.
Last time I used to complain about my whiteheads/blackheads on my nose, now this is like a million times worse. Don't take things for granted.
I LOOK LIKE A MONSTER.
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Reported for work yesterday, and even with the SUPER DIM lighting at the restaurant, my colleagues also asked 'aiyoh, what happened?!?' AHHHHH!!!!
Somemore I'm gaining weight cos didn't exercise for the past 3 weeks.
Something's wrong with my ankle and achilles tendon.
It's hurts like hell after a run.
Sorry for all this ranting, just that I'm damm upset right now.
I'm already ugly enough and now this has to happen.
And at a time when uni is going to start.
How to face people? :(