depressed

I'm sad, and I don't know why.

Catching some emo-ing disease. Thought through a lot of stuff the past week. A bit depressed. Screamed a little after civics on Wed (triggered off by a super stupid thing. TC meeting shift from 3pm to 4pm). Guess I have too much pent-up emotions. And I realised I have difficulty communicating with my parents, I think 60% of the time we talk, we will fight. Actually it's sometimes my fault, but I really can't see eye to eye with them sometimes. Had 2 major fights with them this year liao, and it is only the start of the year. AHH! Sad life.

Lectures going at a lightning speed, and tutorials sometimes I also quite blur. And with teachers constantly talking about THE A LEVELS. I feel that I don't look forward to school anymore. Sigh...and Carol was a person who loved going to school and came to school with a happy heart. (At least for the past few years)!

Talked a lot to Jinzhi and Elisse on Friday after Mazarin. I realised I must try to bond more with some people. Jinzhi, I shall follow you sit next time. Yah, and Vincent, will talk to you directly next time. Must admit you are a very understanding CG rep. And that webquest thing I realise I also very unresonable and selfish lah. Just feeling depressed over the past week and I think that webquest stuff (although super insignificant) sort of trigger off my irritated-ness. My fault k. Sorry. I can see from your point of view after jz explain to me. Woah not bad- inclusive CG rep. :)

Yah, and Zhi Peng is a very reponsible leader sia! Sent me sms today to remind me to do econs project. And apparently Mon got meeting and discussion for econs. Damm efficient! Not bad Zhi Peng!

And I think someone in my class is super pissed off with me now. And I think XXX will remain bu shuang with me for the whole of this year. :(