I'm really hopeless.

Went back TKGS to promote TJ today. Don't really know what to say since I don't really like it here and I can't wait to get out of here....so basically i just crap all the way.

yah...talk about oppotunities given in TJ. Electives, internship opportunities, Mazarin. I rambled on quite a bit. YUCKS. Quite sad actually. My Sec 4 sis was in the audience with her friends. She's anti-TJ.

Went home. My sis started to irritate me. Say why did I talk so loud; why I never speak coherently; why i speak singlish; and she say people were sleeping during my "speech" -.- demoralised. And now, she's talking to my mum about my horrible incoherent speech made in TKGS. And then she concluded that it was because I speak 99.9% Chinese in TJ, and I have lost my ability to speak English coherently. -.0 Sigh....it really sad when you make a fool of yourself in front of your sister and her friends. ARGH.

Something someone said today affected me quite a lot.